i want a saturday morning three day weekend roommate out of town kind of love

it's almost noon and i'm just now noticing the morning.

i'm bored. (this is unusual.)

there is plenty to do, but i have waning inspiration to do it, as there is no one to outpace. tess is in new york, and so the world moved further away. it's a beautiful day, like the day i want it to be when i get married. 

i am doing everything i can to embrace this kind of lazy day, because it is exactly the moment i wish for on all other occasions of total immersion in my job. 

i don't actually have any friends. 

its anthony's birthday weekend, so they are probably higher than usual, sitting on their couch or still sleeping, and jake is back in school. i am begging them to come for mardi gras, because clearly this is the only place to be. dave will come, can't say about the others. 

sigh... 

okay, let's go.