yesiam

sleeping soundly tonight with bananas cookies and a really pleasant smelling bedroom

although i wish i were six again so i could have my mama still all the time down the hall

or i was still a sophomore in college so i could have my jamesjakebendannydaveanthony all the time down the hall

or anything but the early morning failures awaiting me with the dawn...


my mother finally knows, i think, why it's so hard to manage this life, after seeing the 9:30 fight and the all day shouting and the constant instigating and the frequent outbursts of my profession--

"these monkeys need more than cages," my mother wrote, "they need a full-time zoo keeper, not you."
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i am going to start a 380 day countdown until our perfectlyimperfect life can start (in one bed) yay